So far this year, I’ve written twice as many songs as I wrote in the two entire years preceding this. Aside from that, I’m enjoying playing and writing much more than I used to. What’s different? Well, it turns out feeding my spirit has a positive effect on my productivity.
I write every day. I used to try to do this, but often would have trouble squeezing it in between other responsibilities. Now, writing is my chief responsibility, first thing in the morning, and my routine is built around it.
I play every week and love it. I was playing a lot of shows before, but I was exhausted. Most of the time I was having to go straight from work to a venue, change clothes and put makeup on in a bathroom, and try to get up the energy to perform until midnight. Then, I’d head home, hopefully with a couple of CD sales or a check in my pocket, and get up at 5 a.m. to do it all again. There wasn’t much room to love what I was doing because I barely had the capacity to know what was going on – I was too tired to be fully present. Now, the day of a show, I take it easy on my schedule. I get the essentials done, make sure my stuff is together, and get to a venue with plenty of time to spare. Well-rested, I can play a show that I feel proud of and enjoy connecting with my audience.
I go to shows. For a long time, the musicians I got to see were ones I was playing with or opening for. Just as I feel a great writer needs to be a great reader, I think that a good musician and songwriter needs to listen to a wide spectrum of artists. There’s also so much to be learned about performing by watching performers live. (A hairbrush in front of the mirror can only get you so far.) These days, I see at least three bands or solo artists per month, often much more than that.
More than the professional perks of these new & improved routines, all of the stuff I mentioned above nurtures my soul. I feel fulfilled, energized, and excited by it. I have so much more to give to the world because I’ve created time for these priorities. I recognize now that they’re a very important part of taking care of myself, and of my ability to be of service in the world. I’ve decided to make these the more important tasks, and let the dishes get “squeezed in” every once in awhile.
What’s really important to you that might not be a priority right now? How would your life change if you flipped its position, and make the stuff you feel like you “have to” do work around the thing your soul wants?
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Being self employed is seriously hard.
Not that I really consider myself self employed. One would assume that if you’re self employed, you’re making money. I’m not. Let’s be honest about that. I’m working my ass off from the comfort of my home, for nothing more than the satisfaction of doing exactly what I want.
Seriously. That’s it.
Hopefully, one day, someone will pay me for my hard work. For now, I’ll have to settle for satisfaction.
So back to why it’s hard to work for myself. Actually – let me first tell you the perks. For starters, my boss rocks! She let’s me come in when I want, take breaks when I want, take long lunches, waste hours on the internet and leave when I want.
How’s that for freedom?
What’s the downside to having the best boss in the world? Well, it’s all this damn freedom. Don’t get me wrong, I LOVE it. But it does take a bit of an adjustment and some serious self-discipline not to blow the whole day Facebook stalking old flames and watching Gilmore Girls reruns.
Seriously, I thought I would leave my job and immediately move into being uber productive and massively efficient. I would redesign my website on Monday, write a novel by Wednesday and be a bestselling author by Friday. Sounds reasonable, doesn’t it?
Okay, perhaps I’m exaggerating a bit. But I really did think that switching from being a micro-managed employee to someone who works for herself would be simple.
I’m not finding it so easy.
I’ve always been great with time management. I’m a ninja multi-tasker, and I kick ass when it comes to productivity. Being productive, no sweat!
But I find that I excel most when I have a deadline. In this new venture, I have no deadlines (no real ones anyway).
I need to give myself structure – to schedule my days in ways that keep me working and productive, to stop getting sidetracked by every little thing that crosses my path.
A few “self-employed” things have helped so far:
So that’s where I’m at so far. I’d love to hear some of your ideas. Have you found ways to stay on track and keep productive when working on your own projects or being self employed?
[Editor's Note: Just in case you lovely people haven't checked out Heather Rae's personal blog- do it! You can follow more of her adventures and reflections as she writes a novel, travels the world and pursues her passions. And bonus of all bonuses- today she wrote about her experiences thus far with the Joy Plan! Personal values, anyone?]
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